Newish sissy looking for an open-minded, caring, affectionate top guy to encourage the girly me to come out and play! When I was younger and beginning to explore (back in the AOL days) I started chatting in the M4M rooms. I chatted with a man for a while who would call me things like sweetie and princess until I finally told him that I'm not a girl. His response was, "not yet" and from there he began telling me more about how he would turn me into a girl for him. Once I began embracing it, I loved the new girly that he helped me discover was hiding inside! We never met, but since then I've always had a hidden desire to find the man who wants to coax out the girl inside and teach me to embrace it. I hope to find the man that makes me *want* to wear cute little panties for him and be the sweet and cute and girly girl we both enjoy.
More recently, when I was 24, I was chatting online with a woman that was into role reversal and forced fem. She eventually had me pick out and buy a cute pink schoolgirl outfit and model for her on cam, and eventually perform for her with a "real cock" dildo she also had me find. She wanted to eventually meet to have me fully dressed to service her strap-on as well as a real man, an idea she had eventually got me into and excited about. We unfortunately lost touch before having a chance to meet in person, but the ideas we had both explored were very exciting and helped me discover more about my role as a girl.
I still haven't been with a man, so I'm definitely not looking for a "right now" guy, and I do not abide disrespect. In my day-to-day life I work in property management and am usually the dominate personality in the room. Sometimes it feels like just a mask I wear to fit in and pay the bills, but when I'm alone and online I sometimes get to explore the girly side and finally feel complete.
Think you're the man I've been searching for? Say hello! I only bite in the bedroom, promise! ;)